Friday, April 29, 2016

Poem for a Rainy Day

(as described by the writer john guzlowski)

John Milton died alone in his room,
his daughter Ann picking herbs
in the garden, parsley and rosemary.
She said she’d be right back,

and he said nothing.  He was dying,
and didn’t want his daughter with him.
There was something about the way
she sat in silence next to the bed

that made him want to turn his head.
And he knew if he did, she’d ask him
if he were in pain, and her concern
troubled him.  He knew when he died

she’d mourn for him, and her mourning
would be brutal.  Her heart was tender,
and every misery touched her hard.
Dying, he didn’t want to think of it.

He wanted to be free of the mourning world,
free of everything, free of  all the sadness
that woke him early every morning,
and seemed to sleep at night but never did.

He wanted only to think of the poem
he burned because he knew finishing it
would have brought misery to Ann,
but he loved thinking about the poem,

and so he lay there, dying and thinking
about the poem he burned in the fireplace.

Its first line?  Wasn’t it, “In His bright day,
the world awaits” something, something,


This poem originally appeared in The Atticus Review.  If you click on that link, you'll be taken to a page where you can access several of my other poems, including "The Bakers of Auschwitz" and "A Brief History of Sorrow."